Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Unexplainable Events on Clinton Road.


Unexplainable events

One of the last trips I lead for Project USE this summer was a three day camping trip on their property off Clinton Road in northern New Jersey.  The reason this trip is making onto this blog is because of some events that happened the first night.

We set up camp in a standard manner.  The four boys had their tent, and across the campsite – about sixty feet away - were the four girls in their tent.  The two chaperones were each in their own tents.  “Sue” was spending her first night in the woods and set her tent up close to the girls’ tent. “John”, who has through hiked the Appalachian Trail, set his up a long distance away, nestled under a hemlock tree.  I had two new instructors working with me and they were sharing a tent near Sue’s.  I waited for everyone to go to bed, and then set out my sleeping pad next to the fire and covered myself under my little bug-net dome. 

As usual, voices were pouring out of the two students’ tents. They were a group of high school freshman and I gave them no specific bed time beside they need to not keep everyone else awake.  This request was obviously being ignored, but I always let it go for a time-being, until I get tired enough to care if I am being kept awake.  My spot was considerably closer to the girls’ tent and I could hear everything they were saying/singing.  Nothing bad was going on except for the volume but I let this go because I could see the boys’ tent was still awake as well.  They were much further away and I had a hard time hearing them – especially over the girls.  I noticed the lights would go out in their tent, things would get quite then all of a sudden the lights would be on and there would be a ruckus coming from the tent.  This didn’t seem too odd because I am very use to these urban youth reacting with great emotion over finding a bug in their tent. The routine was usually the same: there would be screaming, lights swirling all over the inside of the tent, a five minute argument on who is going to squish the thing, then another brief uproar followed by a gradual decrease in volume until silence was reached again.  I assumed this was the case in the boys’ tent that night.  What does assuming do again?

After an unclear amount of time, I decide enough was enough and it was time for my friendly reminder to be quite.  I simply yelled over to the girls’ tent to quite down and go to bed. This worked fine and it was quite.  However, the boys’ tent kept up the same routine of loud chaos, then dark silence for a long time.  I eventually got up to see what the heck was going on.  As I reach the tent, they were up and panicking.  The lights were on and in my most pleasant, middle of the night voice, I asked them to be quite and go to sleep.  They responded in a way I never expected. 

“Craig, there is something spitting on the walls in here!”
“What?” I replied
“Every time we turn the lights out and turn them back on there is more spit on the walls.”
Even though I could see the dime-sized drops of bubbly substance on the walls of the tent from the outside, I was in no mood to try and figure it out that night.
“And something keeps grabbing us through the tent. I think there is a raccoon or a bear out there.” This was the next amazing statement to come from within the glowing tent.
“Oh, and sticks keep flying in through the door and into the tent, and our shoes are hitting us in the head.”
Figuring they were messing with each other and keeping all of camp up, I stated matter-of-factly: “Since there is nothing I can do about it tonight, go to bed and we will figure it out in the morning.”

In hindsight, I am surprised how well this worked.  They quieted down and went to bed.  Not for long of course.  I am not sure how much time passed or what time it was but the next thing I remember was waking up to a flashlight in my eyes and Sue walking towards the four boys who were outside their tent and panicking. I jumped up and headed over to find them all nervously talking about strange events that have been happening to them all night long. Some of the comments were:
“A hand keeps grabbing us through the tent.”
“Our shoes are flying around and hitting us.”
“There is more and more spit on the walls.”
“Something grabbed my foot though the tent.”
“I hear things walking around outside.”
“Something grabbed my head from outside.”
“There must be a bear.”
“Oh yeah, we woke up once and the tent was smaller and we were all squished together in the middle with the walls closing in around us.”

Sue and I looked at each other with the same “what the heck is going on here?” look.  We calmed them down and tried to get an actual story from them.  What we could gather that night and the following day was that there was something messing with them all night and they kept thinking it was one of the other kids in the tent.  So they would turn the lights off, hold each other’s head’s down and wait. Then a shoe would hit on of them, or they would get grabbed. Then they would turn the lights back on and the spit would have increased while the lights were out.  They would check outside and there would be nothing.  As we all stood there in the dark, they were obviously terrified and wanted an explanation.  Sue and I looked at each other and literally had nothing to say besides our questioning their story.  But I have never seen kids this convinced.  I learned that they dealt with it as long as they could then they decided to call for help.  “Craig, Sue, help us!” “Help!” they yelled into the night.  I didn’t hear a thing but the screams woke Sue up and then her flashlight woke me up. 

These boys were shaken and were pacing back and forth.  I literally had no idea what to do.  This was not covered in “Intro to Rec” at Green Mountain College.  I was mentally preparing to hike everyone out to the cabin a half-hour away.  I figured there was no way they were going back to sleep.  Hell, I was getting scared.  But suddenly one boy asked me “Can we move the tent closer to you and go back to bed?”   I was so shocked I instantly said “yes” and grabbed the tent. We carried it over and set it down about fifteen feet from my little mesh dome.  They climbed in, and turned out the lights and went to sleep.  Sue and were left standing there in total disbelief in the story and the fact they just went back to bed.  Sue headed towards her tent and I laid down under the mesh and looked at the starts through the trees and tried not to let my mind wander to scary thoughts. 

As I laid there I tried to make sense of all this.  I know I didn't do anything, I know it was not Sue.  I am pretty sure the other chaperone, John, wouldn’t do it. Plus even if he could there is no way he could move fast enough in the open trees to not be seen by the kids or Sue and I.  The girls were sound asleep and terrified of the dark, so they never left their tent.  And my co-instructors, as discussed the next day, would not scare the bejesus out of kids on their first day as employees.  The obvious next explanation was it was the boys messing with each other.  The only way this could be possible is that one or two of them were doing it and were tremendous actors.  But I saw these kids faces that night and they were not acting.  Plus they all took action to prove it was no one in the tent.  They all stated that they were all in the tent when they were getting grabbed from outside.  And they repeatedly closed the corner of the door where the sticks were coming in, but would later find it open a little bit.  I could think of nothing, so eventually I fell asleep, wondering if I was to be woken up again by their screams.

I woke up to morning and silence.  As everyone else woke, the story started spreading to the rest of the campsite from the four boys, Sue and I.  No one heard anything last night.  And nothing bothered them after moving the tent. 

They whole group came to me for answers. I had none. I found it a tough thing to deal with.  On one hand, I didn’t want to tell them they were messed with by a ghost because they were there to “get more comfortable in the woods”, but on the other hand I did not want to dismiss their shared experience or discount the possibility of something outside of our normal realm of explanation happening.  I have heard enough ghost stories that I know they are not all fabricated.  I simply explained it as a series of unexplainable events. 

The rest of the school was also camping around the property with other instructors. Of course as my crew found the other groups the story had to be told.  And, of course, no one believed them so the other groups came to me for some rational explanation or an admittance that I did it.  I stuck to my story, I told them what I saw and told them it was a series of unexplainable events. 

The most impressive thing about this whole event was the four boys.  After being totally overwhelmed and messed with all night, they felt that moving close to me made enough difference to fall asleep.  Little did they know I was lying on the ground trying not to freak out.  Not only that, they went to bed the next night making jokes about the whole thing and only a little nervous about it happening again.  I guess moving the tent did the trick.  Did we move off a piece of space close to a spirit’s spirit?  Or was the “thing” actually nervous to mess with them close to me? Ha!  I’m going with option A.

The other interesting point I noticed was the progression the names of the thing went through the next day.  It started as a bear, then a thing, then it, then him, then the ghost.  It was as though as the story was told over and over again it sunk in that this might have been what everyone was thinking it was but too afraid to say.  The boys eventually confidently called it a ghost.  And everyone else was not sure what to think.

Then I remembered.  As we were walking out of the campsite the morning of the third day, it hit me.  As I mentioned above, the property is on Clinton Road. Clinton Road is famous in New Jersey for being the most haunted road in the sate.  Look it up in “Weird New Jersey”.  I told the kids this news and we walked out.  So many questions, so few answers.  This was several months ago now, and I still describe it as a series of unexplainable events.  And I like it that way because I think we spend too much time trying to explain everything that happens.         

Chain Driven Toys

A video of Miess and friends.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2MBao5fLR7E

Monday, September 20, 2010

Super Friends!



Hahahahaha, let the comments fly!

What Would Kellen Do?: Explained

Someone asked me recently what does the WWKD expression mean too me.  This is what I wrote:

Kellen and I used to search out adventure in the mountains that we liked to call epic.  We would look for the hardest or most unique way up a mountain, the craziest way down a river, the most miles we could do in a day and hope that things would get tough and nature would throw everything at us.


This happened many times and as things got worse in the backcountry, we had even more fun.  Kellen had a rare ability to be in a trying situation but still have the time of his life.  The harder the wind was blowing, the more snow there was on the ground, the steeper the climb, the colder the air, the happier he got.  We would search for the epic experiences and hope the weather would turn on us or hope we would find something we were not aware was there. 

After a beautiful climb up Roaring Brook on
Giant Mountain in the Adirondacks 
I vividly remember (and I am sure you do too) days of slogging thought waist deep snow in Smugglers Notch, fighting the horizontal ice pellet filled wind on the Presidential Mountains in New Hampshire, and running through lightning storms in the Adirondack mountains trying to get below tree line, or crawling and picking our way through dense stunted alpine trees.  

We would work as hard as our bodies could, and push ourselves mentally to overcome these obstacles.  But it was never frustrating or too hard.  Kellen and I would laugh and even scream with joy.  You could find us laughing while tuck behind a boulder out of the driving wind, or shouting at the top of our lungs into the rain while climbing a rushing waterfall, you might spot us cracking jokes while we are both stuck chest deep in a snow drift, or smiling at each other while our near frozen hands barely cling onto our ice tools 

Through all this we always had fun.  We would search all over New England for “epicness”.  Therefore, the expression “What Would Kellen Do?” means for me what our friend Maggie Burke said best: “When the weather got worse Kellen became his best.”  WWKD helps me remember that in hard times there can still be laughter, friends, fun and a reason to keep going.  I often find myself, during hard times, looking down at my WWKD armband and thinking just that.  After this glimpse of Kellen, my perspective changes and I carry on.

What ever needed to be done is what Kellen would do.   

Lots of Mountains

Recently I went on an epic all day mountain adventure, which has been something I wanted to do since I moved to NH. Mike DeLuca, myself and our friend Ethan set out into the white mountains and our goal ... complete a presi traverse in a single day. After a not so great night of sleep we dropped off a car at the south end, drove another 40 minutes to the north end and left the trailhead at 7am. (Tip #1: start earlier, start in the dark if you can.) We looked in the trail registrar to see if anyone else was doing a traverse, and the only other people that were doing it were planning on doing it in 3 days. After taking a deep breath and rubbing the backs of our necks we were on our way, and we weren't looking back.
Then it was up, up, and more up, and we bagged our first summit by 9:20am, Mt Madison. We took a quick break at the Mt Madison Hut, Ethan and I ate power bars and gorp, while Mike had his first triple whopper with cheese. Then it was more up, down, up, down, then a little bit of back tracking to summit Mt Clay, then a final push up to the top of Mt Washington. (Tip#2: watch what trail you take, it's not always well marked.) We were starting to feel tired and we weren't even half way. So we took a solid break at the summit, we stretched, refilled H20, Mike had his second whopper of the day, then it was back to the trail. (Tip#3: don't stop to watch the highest circus in New England.)
After Mt. Washington you could say it is all down hill from there, but no matter how many times you tell yourself that it is not quite true. Mike probably could have ran the rest of the way to avoid finishing in the dark, but Ethan and I were not in the mood to put our bodies through that. By mid afternoon we got to Mt Monroe, which meant we were over half way and we only had 5 out of 11 peaks to go. We kept pushing at a steady pace and took at least a 30 second break at each peak to take a picture. Just before sunset we took a pit stop at the Mizpah Hut, to relieve our selves and refill on water. From there we had 6.4 miles left, and as we hit the trail again we got some interesting looks from a few Canadian hikers who thought we were crazy.
We were slowly getting more and more tired, but how bad can 6.4 miles be after you have already come 19. I was starting to feel like I was 60 years old, and my pace reflected how I was feeling. To avoid being crushed by our inner bonkasaurus, we took a break at the top of Mt Jackson. A delicious mate bar and a Gu packet come to my rescue, Ethan had some jerky, and Mike, well he didn't think two was enough, so he had his third triple whopper of the day. (FYI the tangerine flavored gu is disgusting, but it was worth it because it had caffeine.)
Slowly but surely we made our way down in the dark, and we were all quiet because some of us were so tired and grumpy we were on the verge of exhaustion. Head lamps were out, and apparently the only headlamp I packed was slightly broken, so it gave me something to complain about for a good 30 minutes. (Tip #4: make sure you pack an extra headlamp and extra batteries.) The trail was loose and scrambly, and I felt like and eighty year old coming down and I murmured swear words to myself every couple of steps, but I kept going because that was the only way I would get to sleep in the own bed that night.
Finally we made it, 11 peaks, 24 miles, 9000+ feet of gain and loose and 16 hours later, we made it. I was grateful to be done and for the sandals and clean clothes I left in the car. For the next couple of days I had a hard time walking, but I was proud of myself for doing something challenging and epic. I told myself several times the next day that I will never do that again but... now that I can walk again I am not so sure I will be able to stick to my work, plus I know I can beat that time and it would be fun to do it in the winter or during a full moon or do it with different people. Until then, there are plenty of other adventure to be had.

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Sand, Sun and Friends

Recently I went on an adventure that was basically the opposite of the typical mountain adventure. This one involved sand, the ocean, lots of sun and a air conditioned hotel room after two days of sweaty miserable camping. I went with three of my girls, Jane Jami and Lauren to the Outer Banks of North Carolina. (It's funny that I refer to us as girls because what we truly are are women, and we are proud of it.) I wont go into much detail about what happened down there because I want to keep those memories and stories just between the four of us. We had seen each other briefly back in February, but this was the first time since college that we got to spend more then two days with each other. While were we down there we came up with a term for each other: SUPER FRIENDS. Perhaps at some point in our lives knowing each other we have been best friends, but since college time and distance have made it so that we go days or even months without talking, let alone seeing each other. The fact is I call these girls my super friends because time, distance and the experiences that I have had without each of them has not taken a toll or put a damper on our friendship. (I can actually say this is true with several of my friends because I am not very good at keeping in touch.)
The Outer Banks gave us the opportunity to reconnect and believe me there was a lot of sharing going on. The stories and laughter went on non-stop, and the emotions that tagged along with the stories ran ramped. There was no need or reason for any of us to hold back because we became our own safe haven of love and support - which is another reason why these ladies are super friends.
So when ever life is going well and I feel extremely grateful for all that I have, I realize that a huge reason why things are so wonderful is because I have awesome friends. Climbing mountains, going skiing, going surfing, or drinking beer while tubing s lazy river is fun and all, but doing these things with people is what makes these experiences powerful, memorable and rich. Life without friends and family would suck, so thank you to everybody out there who has been my friend or even is a friend of a friend, you are the reason LIFE IS GOOD.

Monday, September 13, 2010

Now is the Time


I'm moving in two weeks. I have no idea where to or what I'll do when I get there. That statement in and of itself seems completely contradictory to the title of this blog, but I don't really think so. Let me explain.
This past winter I was 3 years into a good paying, year round job that worked out pretty well. My housing and utilities were covered, I worked with some cool people, and I was in an area that I don't think you can compare to many other places in the lower 48. Then something happened that made me do a lot of thinking about my life and just what I was doing with it. Ultimately I decided that the dust settling on my shoulders was not what I'd planned or wanted. I was in a place that "worked" but wasn't really making me happy. It was time to do something about it.
It took a few months before I actually made something happen. It seems the roots had started creeping into the ground a bit further than I had realized. But with an opportunity at hand and some serious scrambling with logistics I packed it all up and went chasing the dream. It was a bit scary at first, it's been a while since my couchsurfing/skiing/boozing/mt. biking days. Here I was, leaving it all behind (so cliche, I know) and jumping back into the unknown. I had a vague direction but no idea what I was really in for.
One of my earliest memories is of a friend of my Dad's who came to visit. I was pretty young but vividly remember his pictures of giant bears, towering mountains, soaring eagles, and leaping fish. Growing up, I always told myself that I would end up there some day and now I was on my way, enough fishing gear for whatever I might encounter, trusty pooch, and a duffel bag of clothes. I had a job offer to be a fly fishing guide in Alaska and there was no stopping me. "The Dream" was at hand.
It's now the end of the season up here, and I'll head south again in a few weeks, pick up the pieces, and be on to the next thing. The summer's been quite the experience to say the least. I've done some amazing things and met some awesome people. A lot of my clients this summer were older gents who told me that they had wanted to come up here and do this their entire lives. Many of them will never get another chance. I saw one guy actually drop a tear or two after landing his first salmon. He may not have been the only one. The point of all this is that no matter what it is, we all have some dream that seems too tough to accomplish. Life gets in the way, so to speak. I followed mine and now I'm about to be homeless, unemployed, and loving it. I don't know what I'll find going forward, maybe something better or maybe something worse, but that's all part of the adventure. I'm not necessarily advocating quitting your job and leaving it all behind. Or maybe I am, I haven't decided on that one yet. Just don't let the dust settle too thick.